What My Mind Says To Me

On the tension between finding meaning in life's random events or surrendering to them, questioning whether our choices truly exist or are themselves part of a larger pattern.

A reflection on how the Telugu language begins with "అ" and the sweetness of Telugu begins with "అమ్మ" (mother).

On the conflict between conscious choice and self-doubt, and how postponing authentic self-examination leads to a growing chasm between comfort and truth.

On the perpetual effort required to maintain authenticity in a world that constantly pulls us toward conformity.

On the consuming nature of obsession that transcends conscious choice, compelling total immersion in a thought until its completion.

On the cyclical nature of human behavior - how we continually fall into the same patterns despite knowing better, pursuing desires while ignoring lessons already learned.

On the struggle to discover our true calling amid glittering distractions, and how even moments of clarity often fail to penetrate the hardened surface of our superficial existence.