About This Journey
"I exist at the confluence of conscious thought and subconscious insight, navigating the space between deliberate reflection and spontaneous realization."
The Nature of These Writings
My writings are not products of calculated intent, but rather emergent revelations that flow through me. I serve as both sender and receiver—a channel for thoughts that arise unbidden, capturing them in their raw, unedited form before they dissolve back into the ether of consciousness.
When circumstances arise that trigger insights, the flow of thought becomes crystal clear. These writings are impromptu yet often more insightful than consciously constructed ones. If I were to interrupt the writing for any reason, the flow would vanish, never to return in quite the same form.
Even these thoughts, once emerged, become alien to me. I too must read them multiple times to understand their depth. I become an observer of my own writing, discovering layers of meaning alongside the reader. This separation between creator and creation allows me to engage with these insights as if encountering them for the first time.
My Philosophical Approach
I find myself drawn to exploring the tension between opposing forces: certainty and uncertainty, authenticity and adaptation, individual truth and collective wisdom. I believe that knowledge itself is not new, but perception—the lens through which we experience the universe—certainly is.
Why "What My Mind Says to Me"?
These are thoughts I don't consciously generate. These are messages my subconscious channels through me irrespective of my definitive choice. I know it might sound irrational—sometimes it baffles me too—but these are truly what my subconscious mind says to my consciousness. This creates a unique relationship where I become both the writer and the first reader, discovering these insights alongside you.
I maintain both complete certainty and complete openness simultaneously, creating a circle of philosophical inquiry where certainty enables openness, which in turn strengthens certainty.
Multiple Forms of Expression
My philosophical reflections take various forms—from extended explorations of consciousness to brief, crystallized thoughts that capture a single insight. Some emerge as dialogues, questioning the nature of existence, while others flow as poetry in both English and Telugu, revealing how philosophical truth transcends linguistic boundaries.
My subconscious chooses the right channel for expression, and I have no say in that. I've observed that when emotions take over, the writings often emerge in my mother tongue, Telugu. Language itself is a channel through which the subconscious delivers its thoughts—each language accessing different realms of feeling and understanding that may be inaccessible through another.
A note on authenticity
I consciously preserve my subconscious writings in their raw, unedited form. These texts often emerge word by word without conscious direction, and their meaning may not be immediately apparent, even to me. Multiple readings sometimes reveal layers of insight that weren't obvious at first glance. What might initially seem baffling or fragmented may gradually unfold its significance. This commitment to maintaining authenticity means accepting their sometimes challenging nature—they are not polished for consumption but presented as genuine artifacts of subconscious thought.
Core Themes in My Work
My philosophical explorations tend to cluster around several recurring themes that emerge organically through my writing:
The Nature of Consciousness
Exploring the layers that both protect and obscure our authentic selves, and how awareness shifts our perception of reality.
The Paradoxes of Existence
Contemplating the contradictions that define our human experience and how opposing truths can simultaneously exist.
Social Constructs and Authentic Self
Examining the tension between societal expectations and our inner truth, and the courage required to embrace authenticity.
The Search for Meaning
Investigating how we create significance amid uncertainty and chaos, and finding purpose in the seemingly purposeless.
Human Connection
Reflecting on how we forge meaningful bonds despite social constraints, and the profound impact of genuine connection.
My Purpose
I share these writings not as definitive answers, but as invitations to explore your own consciousness. When my thoughts resonate with you, it's perhaps because they connect with knowledge already present within you, waiting to be illuminated.
By maintaining awareness of the different layers of consciousness—being conscious about which aspects of our minds are taking the lead—we can dig deeper and bring forth our authenticity.
I invite you to join me in this exploration of what it means to be conscious, to question, and to simply be.
"To the sense, being sensible can be harsh, or lead to hurt. Reflection on self can't be downgraded by the aspects of vagueness."